I will be turning 28 in two days but I doubt We will be doing anything for my birthday.The hubby is getting his bachelor’s degree next month and all the extra money has been going into getting things ready for him. We will be having family come down for his graduation. It is a big deal because he is the first one to be graduating from college. I am really excited for him, I just wish I could buy him his class ring. If I can’t get it this time I plan to when he gets his master’s degree. All those nights when he was away from us has finally paid off and on May 10 he is going to have all his family cheering him on for doing such a great job. There were days where he would go to work and then to coach soccer for our girls then go to school at night . He would sometimes stay up till 1 in the morning doing homework when he had to be at work at 5. So here is to you love for doing a great job and working so hard so we can better ourselfs and live a better life.

I need to motiviate myself and start driving again. I got scared last time when I took the driving lesson because I have made mistakes and it freaks me out. I want to be a good driver and not get into accidents . Plus I have seen an accident happen right before my eyes and I instantly thought to myself hey it can happen to me. I am still wondering what happend to the guy in the accident. I really hope the person whose truck got damaged gets a truck accident lawyer because his car was damaged really bad and other person from what I gathered didn’t have any form of insurance which is mandatory here in California. On top of that he tried to convince the guy to not call the cops which I am sure is illegal too. So that is why I have so many fears of driving. From being hit by an SUV and then witnessing a bad accident I have my reserves about driving but I need to for the kids and in case of an emergency.

I completely forgot how bad cramps can be. I have been in pain for 2 days. I just hope my rag comes and goes quickly cause I can’t take to much more of this. I guess I was lucky to be without it for 3 years and now it has come back to claim what it is due. I am craving chocolate which sounds so steriotypical doesn’t it. Suprisingly the boys have been really good and have just let me take it easy. The girls are at school most of the day so it is just me and the boys hanging out right now

I guess I will need to be making a quick run to Target tonight. I thought I had pads but after searching high and low for them I dont. I should have thought to buy some yesterday but how was I supposed to know that after so many years that my period would pick today to show up. I am going to look and see if I have any Target coupons for Maxi pads in my coupon folder. I hate paying full price for stuff when I can save some money using coupons. I should also look for coupons for toothpaste because I forgot to pick some up yesterday. Oh and that reminds me that I need to look for an outfit for my nephew his birthday party is on saturday.

Guess who decided to visit unannounced today ? aunt flo that’s who and after three years of not hearing from her I kind of miss those carefree days where I didn’t have to pack a pad or tampon in my purse. I sure as hell didn’t miss the severe cramps I am having. I just want to get a heating pad and lay it on my stomach. I guess I should be happy that my body is going back to the way it used to be before I had David but still periods can be so annoying. Why can’t men be the ones to have periods or have babies for that matter. I would love to see a man have babies and not the kind where a an is having a baby but he used to be a woman that doesn’t count.

I went shopping with my sister-inlaw to get the household basics ex:toilet paper, diapers , wipes, feminine wash, shampoo and conditioner and on my way out I picked up a pitcher set so I can make juice for the kids. Well I was sure that they charged me for it and when I got home I went looking for it and couldn’t find it.I looked at my reciept and they did charge me for it but they didn’t put it in my bag. So now I am going to have to make an extra trip back to the store and see if they can do something about it. I just wish I was in the Outer Banks vacationing and not worrying about the household. We haven’t had a family vacation in ages and I think we really do need one.

Am I the only one who hates that people move stuff that is supposed to be in a certain place. I absolutely hate looking for something I know I placed in a specific area and when I go look for it it is gone. I am tearing the house down looking for a shirt and pants that I put in my closet on my side of the closet no less and both items are gone. ugggghh

We just got back from visiting the family and I am super tired but yet I can’t seem to make my body wind down and go to sleep. I suffer from insomnia from time to time and last night was one of those nights. I went to sleep at 5 in the morning and got up at 9 and started my day. I was just glad that it was a weekend and the hubby watched the kids while I slept for a bit.
Jason and I have been thinking and talking about our finances and life insurance has come up a few times. I think I am going to look into life insurance rates and take it from there. I think it is important that we have something set up for the kids if something were to ever happen to us. I also got to get on the ball about budgeting our money more.
I want to own a house someday with a nice yard.

I have been thinking as I sit here all cramped up in my computer chair in the corner of the living room how nice it would be if I had a my own personal notebook computer that I could use in my bedroom on my comfortable bed. I have a very sensitive back and sitting on the computer chair isn’t to comfortable at times. I want one of those nice pink or light blue ones. the color choices out their make it hard for me to choose one, but If I got the offer to be given one I would make my mind quickly. You know what I think I should write a big wish list of all the goodies I want. I have noticed that most of the goodies if not all seem to be electronic. I can’t help it if I am a geeky girl living in my unique geeky world.

I forgot to update the boy came in late because he was hanging out with his buddy. I dont mind him hanging out at all as long as he lets me know that he is ok. Like i said I am such a worry wort I didn’t use to be till he had a bad accident about 4 years ago and was lucky to make it out alive .When we saw the car it was completely totalled and smooshed. So ever since then I worry if he is late or doesn’t call home.

On anther note I was so happy about my phone and when I went to put in the micro sd card so the media player on the phone could play my songs, I found out that the phone is not reading the card and wont formatt it. I am going to buy another card and hopefully that will fix the problem. I can always ask for a ipod (hint hint to the hubby) for my birthday and then I wont need to use the phone as a mp3 player.I was saving money in my savings accounts
but then the car window breaking down, fixing the closet and the hubby’s cap and gown slowly dwindled my funds so back to square one it is for me.