Umm where the heck is my hubby. He should have been home over an hour ago and he isn’t here nor is he answering his cellphone and he hasn’t bothered to call either? hmm I hope he has a good explanation cause he knows I am a big worrywart.

my phone arrived at 12 and like a kid in a candy store I right away tore open the box. I was so happy and surprised to see that not only did they send me a new phone but they also replaced the cellphone holster that I lost along with the phone. I again say what great customer service they have. I could not have asked for anything more. I hated being without a cellphone even if it was for only 2 days. I am so used to calling my family and the hubby that being without it was driving me up a wall. Well now I am going to look around and find some nice ringtones for it. I am also going to make a mental note and a written one that when I go to the store either later on today or tomorrow that I need to check out floor mops because my floor is looking dingy and I can’t wait another week having to look like that.

Right now that my mother-in-law is injured I have been even more concerned with her health and over all well being. I have been thinking more and more about how she needs help with walking and taking a shower and even though we always want to be there to help her there are just some days that we cant go over to her house. What concerns me the most is her diabetes and high blood pressure because she gets really dizzy sometimes and has fainted a few times. I worry that she might pass out while taking a shower and noone will be able to help her. I have suggested many times for her to buy a shower stool that way she can sit down when she starts getting dizzy spells. Now that her leg is messed up she needs one even more, because she can’t put any pressure on her right leg. I talked to her today about it and she promised she was going to go online and look for a shower stool today ,so I just have to wait and see if she actually buys one. She hates the fact that she is getting older and is needing more help. I think that using a shower stool will be easier for her to use than to ask someone to help her go take a shower because she finds it embarrasing that we have to see her naked. So that alone I think will be the motivation that she needs to buy it.

I am sitting here anxiously waiting for my cellphone to be delivered. I got up this morning and the first thing I did was run to the computer and check the tracking.According to their tracking information it should be here anytime before 3:00pm. I had just called the phone insurance yesterday so that is what I call quality service. The insurance usually replaces the cellphones with refurbished ones but I got lucky and am getting a brand spanking new one. So here I sit awaiting my phone and taking care of bills and cleaning up the place.

Like I wrote in the last entry yesterday my phone got lost or stolen. I think the latter was the case and with all that has been going on I am just glad I had insurance on the phone so it is being replaced and it should be here within 2 days. I think I would have gone crazy if I had to be without a cellphone for more than a few days. We dont have 300 dollars just laying around to buy a new one and I am still under contract so I couldn’t upgrade. Like I had wrote before we have been so bad with our budgeting and planning that we are barely making it by till next payday. I try to budget all the time but for the past few months unexpected bills or problems have come up that require us to use money that we have been trying to save. I just hope this is the last of our problems and I can go back to saving some money.

I had a heck of a week. My mother-inlaw got really sick. We had to admit her to the hospital on monday.The hospital released her and told her to make a follow up appiontment to get seen in two days. Well that in itself was hard to do because they didn’t have any appointments till two weeks later. WEll yesterday The cut that she had in her leg got infected and it was pussing she got feverish and was not good at all, On top of that she is Diabetic and suffers from high blood pressure so we were trying to get her seen as soon as possible. We left her in the emergency room while we went to go park the car and I guess in the 10 minutes we were gone she either fainted or started fainting I am not quite sure. Thankfully she was at a hospital and the staff helped her right away but they did suggest to me that I take a look at medical alert bracelets for her that states she has diabetes because I guess from all the pain she was feeling her suger went up and she was going into diabetic shock. They finally took a look at her leg and told us it was infected and that is where all her pain and swelling was coming from and that in turn made her diabetes act up and the reason why it got infected was because since she has diabetes wounds dont heal as quicky they gave her some antibiotic to take and that should help heal her. By the time we got home I was so exhausted that I just hit the bed and didn’t wake up till 9:00am. SHe is feeling a little bit better today but I am still going to keep an eye on her. I had no Idea that diabetes stopped you from healing quickly. So I learned something new.

P.S. Oh I forgot to mention my cellphone got stolen but that is a whole other entry.

OH great to fix the rear window in the the Ford Focus it is going to cost between 300-450 dollars. I tried calling different car parts store and wouldn’t you know that they dont carry it and the only way to fix it is to take it to the dealer. I think I am going to go and pray to the money gods now that some extra money falls miraculously in my lap. I just ordered jason’s cap and gown and I have been trying to figure out how much money I need to save to buy some food for a barbeque or something after his graduation. We have car insurance due and credit card bills and who the heck knows what else will pop up. I just hope no more things will pop up because we are low on money this month.

Last night for some odd reason I dreamed of my ex-husband. In my dream We were still married and I was trying to convince him to go into alcohol rehab. I was telling him how much his drinking affected the kids and me and how bad his drinking had gotten that it was affecting his job. Even in my dream he was in denial that he had a drinking problem.
After that I woke up and started thinking could I have helped him If I had tried harder to convince him to go to alcohol rehab ? Alot of our problems resulted from his drinking. He became verbally and physically abusive after he started drinking. He would spend most of our grocery money on buying alcohol. He would lie about how much alcohol he was drinking . He would start the day off by going straight to the fridge and get a beer.I stood buy him for 5 years but after it started affecting my kids I just couldn’t take it anymore.Having this dream just got me thinking about his health. After I got divorced from him I have lost all contact with him. I am hoping that he is getting all the help he clearly needs. IF not for the sake of his children for himself

Of all the embarrassing things that I have done in my life this is the one that sticks with me the most.
In high school I used to have this mad crush on this boy named Manuel. I froze everytime he came near me, time froze when he talked to me or looked at me .It would be like noone exsisted but the two of us . Well In drama class we had to do a play in front of all the junior classes. I had practiced and memorized how many steps it took to stand in front of the stage and had memorized my lines I had everything down packed. We had been doing the play in front of the classes for two days and I had it down perfect till it came time to do it for the last 11th grade class. It came time for me to walk to the front of the stage when I caught sight of manuel in the first row and from there it all went belly up , I forgot the number of steps I was to walk and fell completely off the stage right by manuel and if that wasn’t bad enough when I fell down I let out a huge fart that smelled so bad . Manuel and all his friends laughed so hard . I couldn’t get up from the floor fast enough and run away . I wanted to relocate cities after that and for years I was teased so bad about it. Even people who weren’t at the play found out about it . I just hope there isn’t any video recordings of the whole thing. So what is your embarrassing moment ?

Tell me why everytime my husband touches anything he breaks it. this is the first time my husband has sat in the back seat behind the driver and when he pushed the window button today he managed to break the power window regulator , now the window falls down by itself. Also about three weeks ago he was opening the closet door and somehow managed to beak the closet door and let me not forget to mention about 2 months ago he broke the bathroom door while opening it .Either he is a klutz or he just doesn’t know his own strength. All I know is that it is costing us alot of money to fix his mishaps. I just want to know why does all this happen when we dont have the money to fix it or we need to pay for other things? I think I just need to take bubble bath and chill because if not I am going to have a nervous breakdown.
On another note I still need to order his invitations to his graduation , Order the cap and gown and tassle oh and he wants a class ring too.