Oh I forgot to write yesterday we went to walmart to look for new cabinet knobs because my kids broke 2 of them and after I found some that look similar but not quite I left with nothing and a little frustrated. So my sis-inlaw and I went to mickey d’s for an ice cream mind you by then it was like 9:30 at night well as we are sitting there we saw two little girls no more that 6 years old walking holding hands and walking quickly , We looked to see if their was any adults and they seemed to be alone . We couldn’t believe it we were tempted to go and see if they were lost but somebody stopped and called the cops and waited with them till the cops came. I wonder what would possess some parents to let their little kids walk alone and that late at night. I hope that they found the parents and involve child Protective services because those girls could not have been any older that 6 years old.

The weather is so hot today. The AC is helping but not that much and my back is hurting again. We want to go to the bay but it is jammed packed because everyone is going there to get away from the heat.
I had a dream last night that I was getting my dream house built I was making sure that I was getting vinyl siding because it lasts longer and it is easier to repair and I was getting a white picket fence all along it and I had acres and acres of land for my kids to run around in. I also had a big porch and on that porch I had a swing and that is where I was going to sit and read a book. Just as we were unpacking our stuff in the new house I woke up because I had to go pee. I hate when I have dreams like that and it is something that I want and when I wake up I dont have it.

I am going to die of heat exhaustion. It is 101 degrees here in sunny San Diego and it is going to be like that for the whole weekend. You best believe I am going to be cranking up the AC. I think we are going to try and go to the bay or the beach tommorow or Sunday. I hope we can go somewhere if not in Air Conditioning I am going to be.

For mother’s day the hubby and I got to go out by ourselves. Anybody that knows me knows that it is a rarity for us to be able to go out alone. We have a hard time finding a babysitter for the kids and by the time I get them ready to go I am either in a bad mood or just dont feel like going out. For a while I thought we need to go to marriage counseling because we did nothing but fight. I am not going to lie the first 2 years of our marriage were hard. I had heard of some couples going to marriage counseling in Danville and the counseling really strengthed their marriage and that is what I wanted for mine. I wanted to rekindle the sparks that we had as newlyweds. Luckly by me sitting down and discussing my fears and worries with my husband helped our marriage out. We have a few rules that we try to use and communication is the top priority. We are also trying to have date night at least once a month if possible and as much alone time as we can being that we have four kids. These are some of the things that have helped us out but if they hadn’t I would definately be checking out Eastbaycouples.com and booking an appointment. I love my husband too much to not put all effort into our marriage.

Sorry If I haven’t posted much or at all today. I hate dealing with my computer being so slow. Plus I have been doing laundry and helping the kids out a bit with their homework. I am amazed at how much more work they are getting now. My oldest has to carry three heavy books home and she is only in the fourth grade. I didn’t have to carry that many books till I was in junior high at least. The good thing about Ashley is she loves school and doesn’t mind carrying the books and doing extra credit work. I hope she keeps it up and loves high school just as much. I for one didn’t like school that much.

Umm yeah I am definitely seeing the appeal in satellite communications providers because my service sucks and I really dont want to be waiting all kinds of hours in the night for my service to run at a decent speed. I want to be able to see the pictures I am trying to upload quickly and the webpages I want to see even quicker than that. I want to buy an SLR camera but the way this service is running I am never going to be able to post pictures on here. I don’t think I ask for much just some decent speed people.uuggghhhh I get so frustrated at times Cox communications tells me their service is fine and they can’t see any problems. They should come and sit on my chair and use the computer then tell me if they see a problem or not.* gets off the soapbox*

Here are my beautiful girls and their daddy. He told the girls that in the years to come he wants to see them in their cap and gown graduating college.

I can’t believe how much my boys look like their dad. But I dont think that the boys look like each other. some people say they look alike other people say nope not at all. Well here is a picture for you guys to see for yourselves.

Have I told you guy’s how proud I am that my husband got his Bachlor’s Degree. He wants to start up his own business. I of course will back him up on whatever he wants to do. All I know is that if he is going to have any kind of internet connection he better find some kind of business satellite internet because the providers out there are not that good and I have tried out quite a few. I hope that the internet providers for businesses run alot quicker that the service we are getting for the home. You dont want to know how long it took for me to get the webpage up just to get into my blog. I have cleaned out my computer so it is not my computer that is running slow it is the service. I am so happy that my husband is so excited about starting his own business. I will do whatever research it takes to get him started. He has goals and he wants to make a better life for us and that is what makes me so proud of him

My back has been spazzing out lately and the pain is so overwhelming that it just puts me out for the day. I have a low tolerance for pain so you can imagine How I must be. I am in tears over here and this stupid internet sevice with cox sucks. I HATE YOU COX yeah I said it. My back hurts and I cant get a decent connection over here to look in the internet. I bet you I wouldn’t have any problems if I had internet satellite. Can you imagine how fast my internet would be? I have been wanting to download pictures of my Coach purse I got for mother’s day but with this service running low forget it I am not even going to try. I am going to wait till night time when people aren’t using the computer so much and see if I can get better service. Oh and believe you me I am going to be calling COX CABLE and giving them a piece of my mind.