food for thought

I feel happy today. There are days when I feel sad for no reason( or I am in denial as to the reason) and it makes me wonder what is triggering it. I miss my mom terribly and having my uncle have cancer and not doing anything about it bothers me. I try to be strong all the time but I am not. I break down like most people, the difference is that I cry when no one is watching or everyone is asleep. Life has been cruel to me in certain ways. I had to grown up quicker than I was supposed to. I had to be an adult when I was only a child. I don’t want that for my kids I want them to enjoy their childhood and If I can make life easier for them I will do whatever it takes. I sometimes wish I could be closer to my mom’s brother’s and sister’s but they make it difficult so I am going to stick to my husband and kids and my best friend and for now that is all I need. Just a reminder that I need to look at mens rings and finally decide which one I am going to get Jason, I really don’t want to get him some cheapy wedding band from walmart.


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