I am not a big jewelry wearing person but I do like to occasionally wear titanium rings . I would much rather wear a titanium and diamond heart necklace. I want to get a titanium heart bracelet and of course the titanium and diamond necklace that I saw on my favorite website while virtual shopping for the hubby . I might just put both of those items on my wishlist and show them to the hubby to get me for christmas or maybe for my birthday. I tell you I am so bad when it comes looking for certain things. I almost always drift off and look for things I like. Hey I cant help it I have a shopping addiction and the internet is my accomplice

tonight is the first night that david has gone to sleep without wanting to nurse first. I have been trying to wean him off but it doesn’t go so well sometimes. I am just a big softy my hubby says. I really don’t like to hear him cry because he wants to breastfeed. I feel guilty but at the same time I do want him to stop breastfeeding because he is 27 months. I am also trying to potty train him and sometimes he will go once on the potty and the rest of the time he will go in his pull up. We are trying to be consistent but I think I should concentrate on one or the other either breastfeeding or potty training.

I want to take the kids to Disneyland before the summer is over but that like other outings is on the back burner for now. I dont know if I will be able to stand being on my feet all day with my back hurting like it does. I want to be able to get a hotel and be able to enjoy the park for two days not trying to go thru the whole park in a day. Disneyland looked so different the last time we were there. It didn’t look as big as it used too. I guess I must have remembered it thru my childhood eyes. David hasn’t been to Disneyland and we took Tristan when he was a baby I think he was like 4 months old so it will be an experience for him too. Oh I forgot to mention the last time we went to Disneyland I took Jason and the girls to the storybook area and Jason told me when did they build this. I told him it has always been here and he had no clue because he never went to that area when he would go to disneyland. Now it is his favorite area to go to. I also want to get David Mickey Mouse ears with his name on it. the othere kids have them so he needs his too.

you know it is not good for me to look at ad’s because then it makes me want what is on there. We all know I like purses and that is a given but when I think I am done looking at mens wedding bands and thinking I have finally chosen the right one I see more nicer rings. I am being so difficult choosing one but like I said I want it to be perfect. I have been saving money just to get him the perfect ring . He has no Idea that I have been saving it to buy his ring he thinks I am saving it for a nice purse.

I have been quite mopey and sad at the demise of all my important things I had on my computer. Crazy as it sounds I haven’t even wanted to get on it. I have been using the hubby’s laptop and have been relaxing hoping to get better.
In other news my friend Teresa is giving away a cupcake scented gift set by Embrace Bath & Body, over at her personal blog. The contest is for USA and Canada only.
I hope to win this because I love all nummy nummy smelling things and my hubby most definitely would enjoy this smell. Go and check her out she is an awesome web designer as well as photographer.

DO any of you have any weird quirks? or wierd things you do for no reason ? I know I do so I am going to post them here and if you have any make a post about them then comment here.

1. I always smell any drink I haven’t had before I even think about drinking it.

2. I look at men’s hands at the mall and see what kind of mens wedding bands they have on and what kind of design it is just in case it is the perfect one I am looking for my hubby.

3. I also like to look at the purses different women carry because I love purses.

4. I pick the pickles off of my chesseburgers everytime I order one

I cant think of any more right now but when I do I will add them here.

I just watched “penelople” with Cristina Ricci and James Mcavoy. OY he is such a hottie I have a crush on that man .I am surprised I haven’t seen “Wanted” yet. Especially since I have a girl crush on Angelina Jolie.That woman is perfection in my eyes. anyways back to the movie it is such a cute movie I wish I would have bought it when it was on sale. I recommend it to people who love cutsey movies.My daughter totally got the message the director was trying to send out. which only makes me realize how old she is getting to anayze movies and get the messages they try to give.

My goodness my Daughter is going to be a teenager soon. What am I going to do? Hopefully she wont go all boy crazy on me and will still like school like she does right now. I am so not ready for the years to come. Why am I in such a sentimental mood lately?

Thank goodess I got rid of alot of the baby clothes I had leftover from baby david because if it wasn’t bad enough me having baby urges the hubby wants another baby. He comes from a big family and wants to have a big family but I think our family is big enough already.Sure I get those urges every now and then but it sure doesn’t help when he wants more kids too. I just need to really get my mind on something else other than cute babies.
I really need to sit down and just relax nad concentrate on getting better. Why do they play such mushy commercials with such cute babies? I must be ovulating or something!

I cant help but get baby urges everytime I see Trish’s baby. He is so adorable and seeing him sleep so cozy in his moses basket makes me want another baby.But and yeah there is a but I return back from the clouds and realize that I have more than enough kids already. I guess I could always visit Trish and hold her baby and that way I can get my baby fix. I am going to try and take some pictures of him that way you guys can see how cute he is. He is such a good baby too Trish says he has such a soft cry and the times I have seen him he hasn’t cried at all. David was like that but now he is such a screamer now. Hopefully baby Gabriel wont get like that when he is older. Oh and Gilbert loves being a big brother too he gives the baby kisses which is so adorable. AWWW but I am going to try to get these baby thoughts out my mind

I am still sick and grumpy. I hate to be all stuffed up and sore all over I cant wait to feel better. I am so pissed off because my sister-in-law used my computer and somehow pushed the system restore button and other stuff and completely deleted all my programs and my files and the computer went back to the default programs that it usually comes like when you first buy the machine. I dont know what to do I feel such a loss because I didn’t have any of my stuff backed up and I lost all my files and some of them were irreplaceable. AAAHHH I am so upset I dont know what to do. I dont even want to look at the desktop right now so I am using the hubby’s computer.
Hubby was sweet and sent me an email that contained roses and the words I love you on them it was so sweet and spontaneous which is not like him. He was asking me if I liked the email which I did who wouldn’t ? I want to buy him a nice watch because he is always complaining about not having a watch. Right now it is a toss up between Sector watches or Chronograph watches . I am not a man and dont know which one he would prefer. I want to ask him which one he would like but I dont want to give to much away. I could always make a poll and see what he would pick . Maybe that is what I will do plus it will take my mind off my computer AUUUGGGHH I am still so upset by this!!!!

Sorry I haven’t written much I caught a cold sometime between friday night and saturday and I have been dragging my butt around here like a zombie. I have a stuffy head and with it a headache. I have a stuffed nose which one nostril seems to be runny. (I know I know TMI)I just want to bury my head on a pillow and sleep my sickness away. I will try to write some more a little later .