Opposites attract they say and I guess it is true. I like to be organized when it comes to things like school and sports and my hunny is so nonchalant about everything. I get so stressed and he is like whatever. I think I worry for the both of us. I dont see how he can do his homework a day before it is due or take one of the girls for practice on mondays and coach four year olds on tuesdays and thursdays and have one of the girls going to practice wednesdays and fridays and then on top of that go to his school meetings and go to school on wednesday. Geez I really hope he doesnt decide he wants to do the PTA this year because I think what we got on our plate right now is more than enough.
It would help If I knew how to Drive again one more reason for me to get over my fears and learn to drive. Maybe if I keep telling myself that I will somehow get it.
I think It would have been easier for me to learn as a teenager but my mother didn’t know how to drive and some of my aunts don’t drive so somehow I let them be my justification even though it isn’t a really good one. At the rate I am going my oldest daughter might be driving before me. Geez Let me find the courage within myself to learn how to drive. I have a driver’s permit I just need to Practice,Practice ,Practice

How can I be outgoing and friendly and outspoken in real life but really shy online. You would think I would be the same way but no I have spilt personalities when it comes to being online. I am really friendly and sometimes to much so that I get hurt or burned by people but I dust myself off and start over.
In my younger years you can say that I was one of the nerdy kids always reading and talking to everybody even if they didn’t like me I didn’t know any better I guess I was naive but I didn’t care what others thought of me I just went about my business.
A little after starting junior high I met my best friend and together we have been misfits who fit in our little circle of weirdness that only we get and who cares what others may think if it makes us happy. I am her Romy and she is my Michelle from “Romy and Michelle’s high school reunion” best friends forever.

I went to the docter’s today for my pain medication and I feel sad and upset at myself for gaining more weight rather than losing it. I really need to cut back on the junk food and start walking more. I walked yesterday even though my body is still achey from going to Disneyland on saturday. I want to make a goal of losing five pounds. I know I can do it if I do it in small increments. I have thought about using diet pills and looking for the best diet pill to take but I feel kind of weary using diet pills. I think I will just try losing 5 pounds and take it from there. Little by little I can do it .

I forgot to write that David lost his mickey mouse ears that had his name engraved on them. I had bought them and not even a hour later they got lost. Well guess what I got in the mail today? his mickey mouse ears. I am so happy I went to the lost and found and left my info just in case they found them. It has been a tradition in my family to get the kids their mickey mouse ears.

We are thinking about going back in October. I am going to make sure that we get a hotel room and go two days in a row and split the park up because trying to do the whole park in one day was just plain crazy.

My stomach hasn’t been feeling right, I feel so bloated. But I refuse to even think about getting a colon cleanse. I am such abig scaredy cat. If it doesnt get any better I just might have to make an appointment with my docter though.

Sorry I have been gone and didn’t say where I would be . On saturday We decided to go to Disneyland. I will try to post some pictures later. Oh boy when we got back on Sunday at 4:00am We were beyond exhausted . My feet were killing me and still are. I am sore from head to toe and it has been three days since we got back. I had to go today and get some more pain medication because I ran out. Jason came back with a cold and he has a cough and so he went and got cough medicine. Ariana’s asthma started acting up and so we got her inhaler so she can use it when she starts wheezing. So as you can see Toay has been a busy day too. I will make another post as soon as I get the kids settled and the house picked up.