My girl’s godmother took the girls out for the day. I am so glad that she spends time with them. If I knew how to drive I would take the girls to visit her more often. Sometimes I miss the days when I was younger and we were roomies. We used to live so close to the beach so everyday when she got off of work we would walk to the beach and hang out. Those were the carefree days, the days without having to worry how my bills were going to get paid or worrying about the shoes I have to get for the kids or the winter clothes.

I cannot believe that her daughter will be graduating high school this year. She is such a good kid too. she has always gotten pretty good grades.Like almost straight A’s and maybe one or two B’s which devestated her by the way. She is super excited about prom and grad night and all that fun stuff. I wish I had went to them when I was in school. I missed out on so much

We took the kids to a friends birthday/halloween party yesterday. The kids got dressed up in their halloween costumes and played games and won prizes and just had a fabulous day. I in the meantime tried to fix my friend’s laptops yes two different laptops. One of them needed a new Hard drive I think the memory on it was completely full. The other needed the Windows xp program to be put on. I can’t believe that best buy wanted to charge her 180 dollars to just put the windows disk in and set it up. I told her I would do it for free.

She invited us for Thanksgiving so I am going to see if everyone wants to go over there or just have our own thing at home. I still can’t believe how quickly the year is going by.

Lately I have been getting alot of emails about term life insurance . My uncle the one who has cancer also wanted to sit me down and talk about his life insurance . I was and still am not ready to talk about his life insurance poilcy should he pass away.

Although I have given some thought into buying some for Jason and me. I know we should have had one long ago but I was younger then and thought I was invincible. Plus getting all these emails has gotten my mind going about out lives and what would happen to my kids should we pass away.
I wonder if we need to get a physical before we start one ? I should start researching like now!!

She wanted me to post this picture of her taken today because she says the headband makes her look more pretty. She is such a silly girl.

Here are the before and after pictures of Ashley. What a difference I say. Her hair was getting really hard for her to brush and she is super tenderheaded. This is the first time she has had bangs and she loves them.

Before:

and here is the after:

please excuse the messy background I organize my movies at least twice a day but having a two year old who loves to throw the movies and unorganize them equals the video mess you see in the back.

P.s as you can see I am subjected to using my nursing rocking chair as a computer chair until I can get a decent computer chair =(

we just got back from getting Ashley’s hair done. I had waited a long time to get it done and so it took longer I guess. I am happy with the end result and even more happy that I found a shop that could do the relaxer or straight perm or whatever you may call it . I will take a picture and post it here as soon as I can.

I hope it doesn’t get ruined tommorow when she is playing soccer. I dont want her to sit out just cause she got it done. She has a late game too so I know it is going to be super hot. I better try to get some rest though I doubt I will be able too since the kids are to hyper right now.

With all my thigns breaking and my wantingto buy the hubby a perfect ring I just need to be a billionaire. That way I could buy the house of my dreams get all the purses in the world i wanted. Travel as much as I wanted.

Money does solve damn near everything and lack of it does stress people out. I would love to not have bills and have money up the wazoo but unfortunately we live paycheck to paycheck like most Americans and it is quite sad. I hope this economy fixes itself by the time my kids are older.
I really hope the new president can fix up at least some of the things that are so wrong in this country right now.

Awhile ago I talked on here about my uncle having cancer. I spoke to him recently and I was upset to hear that he hasn’t been getting his chemotherapy treatments . I get very upset about this because I lost my grandmother and my mother to cancer and I don’t want to lose him too.
I don’t know how to get him to get his treatments. I have told him how much we need him and how he needs to be here to see his grandson grow but I don’t know if he is really listening to me.

I get so upset thinking about it. I just try to spend as much time with him and have him spend as much time with my children . I want him to be there to see my children grow up. I understand that he is in pain but am I being selfish by wanting him to get treatment to make the cancer go away or to have him here with us longer?

I try to be cheery for the holidays but they are hard for me when I lost my mother and grandmother so close to the holidays and all my memories of the holidays revolve around them too.

I am going try to not get so upset about this instead I am going to go watch a movie with my kids .

I have been so bothered by the vacumn breaking down after owning it for four months. I was going to go out and buy a new one today but afte much thought I decided to break out my tool kit and I took the vacumn apart and gave it a good cleaning and then then put it back together. I crossed my fingers and hoped that eveything went well.

I plugged it in and turned it on and waited to see if it sucked up and guess what it sucked and even better than before I might say so kudos to me . Now I just need to get me a nice computer chair and hope nothing else breaks down.

I kind of like this one too. I wouldn’t mind getting one like this but thinner for me . I found this one looking through the mens wedding bands section . I haven’t found anything I really likeother than this one and of couse it is not in the section that i want it to be .

But If I can find one that looks just like it for me than I might get this one instead.