I haven’t been watching what I eat again and it is showing because my pants are fitting tight again.
I have thought of using alli but I want to be fully committed to dieting and excersicing before I do.

I am going to be in even more trouble because the holidays are coming up and I love to eat all the holiday food. I can’t wait for the stuffing and the turkey. So yeah this whole dieting thing is not going so well.

Why can’t I have self control when it comes to my eating ? Why do I let the food dictate my life ?