I dont know why but I have been so full of fears lately. I worry about too many things going wrong in this pregnancy which really doesnt help my sugar levels. I then worry because my suger levels are high and I might need insulin and it is just a bad vicious cycle. I have irrational fears too which I have never had but for some reason the thought of them makes me get nightmares. I really need to get a grip of myself and start packing little by little to ditract myself. I haven’t packed a single thing and we have alot of stuff to go through

I really hope when it comes time to move we can either hire some help or we can get help from friends cause there is no way I am going to be in any condition to help my hubby. Oh and i was just thinking we willl be moving when it starts to get really hot down here. Goodness gracious I just need to stay positive.