I woke up feeling huge not that its a surprise since I am carrying twins but I feel as big as a whale. I can barely roll over to get out of bed. I need help just getting out of bed geez. I am so worried about what my stomach will look like once I have them.

I could always count on the best diet supplement there is out there but I dont think that would neccessarily take away the leftover skin that I am sure is just going to hang there . These are the things that cross my mind daily and I know I shouldn’t be so worried but I am. I was not skinny to begin with and with the extra flab hanging out I am sure I am going to look worse.

I think I am just going to try and watch a movie and distract myself from such nonsense.