Why hello there

June 16th, 2009

My uncle came to visit me today. He was amazed at how big and beautiful my babies are and how alert they were. He also commented on how much weight I have lost snce I had the babies. I think most of the weight I carried were the babies. Thank goodness for me because I [...]

busy busy that’s me

June 13th, 2009

Wow have I been busy. I have baely been able to sleep these boys have kept me pretty busy but I am really happy. My girls are out for the summer so we have a loud and busy house going on. My body is finally looking less swollen thank goodness for that because I had [...]

Just being crazy as usual

June 10th, 2009

I tell you as if my own insecurities werent enough I get an email from my cousin telling me to check out the nuphedra review because she has heard alot of great things about these diet pills. she tells me to just check it out cause she knows I just had the babies and that [...]

I want to change

June 10th, 2009

I dont know what is wrong with me sometimes. I think to much about what others might think about me. Like if I look like a big slob to others because I am overweight. I know sometimes they are irrational thoughts of mine but sometimes I think they aren’t because I see the way other [...]

my babies are home

June 10th, 2009

I am so glad that I got to bring my babies home today. I hated seeing my babies in the NICU but I knew that is where they needed to be at the time. I bet their will be alot of sleepless nights but for right now I am enjoying my babies. I am currently [...]

planning ahead

June 9th, 2009

My babies are barely going to be two weeks old and alreaady in my head I am thinking of all the themes that I could possibley have for their baby’s first birthday. I always celebrate their first birhtday with a big party. All the other parties aren’t as big as the first one . I [...]

so the waiting begins

June 9th, 2009

I have been staying at my sister-inlaws while we wait for the babies to be released from the hospital. I cant wait for them to come home. It feels so weird to not be pregnant anymore and not have my babies with me. Everyone has been telling me to rest as much as possible right [...]

I felt so sad

June 4th, 2009

I feel really sad that the babies had to stay in the hospital because they are preemies. We were supposed to be able to bring them home tommorow but it got set back because baby Elijah’s oxygen level went down while he was sleeping. The doctor says that if they do okay then they will [...]

I’m back

June 2nd, 2009

I haven’t updated much because I had the babies on friday may29 by emergency c section. What was supposed to be a routine visit ended up with me having the babies. They were born exactly five weeks early. I got released from the hospital today but the babies have to stay a little bit longer [...]