OOH I am so excited to write on here that I have scheduled my appointment to take my behind the wheel test. I have been practicing for almost two weeks and I am feeling confident and I am hoping that I can pass the test and have my license. I really need it to have a driver’s license and I have no Idea why I let the fear of driving overtake me. I should have learned long time ago.

I grew up with so many fears and barely now I am slowly letting them go. I am slowly coming out of my shell and maturing or so to speak. I am learning not to take people sh$% and learning to speak up for myself. It took me alot of tears and hard lessons but I am finally doing it.

I grew up without a father and that in a way scarred me cause you can say I always looked for that father figure. I always looked for approval and love. I was loved very much by my mother but I needed the fatherly figure you know what I mean?

I dont know where I am going with this post I guess I just wanted to write my thoughts in here