I have decided that I am going to do something about my weight. Wether it is walking and excersing at home I am going to do something. I have thought about taking alli and I have even looked at the alli reviews . I think I might also use alli to help me lose some of the weight but I am not just going to depend on the pills to do all of the work.

I know its a long process and I shouldnt expect all the weight to fall off quickly but I do espect some of it to go away. I cannot believe how much weight I have gained since I had the twins. There is no excuse and I am tired of making excuses to myself.

Hubby has been gone for the week out of town. The kids and I have been missing him like crazy. Yesterday we got to see him online and he gave us a tour of his hotel room through the webcam while it was nice I am sure it is nothing like the nice french quarter hotels they have in New Orleans.

I hope to be able to travel to New Orleans and participate during Mardi Gras. I have heard so many fun things about mardi gras. I have never really traveled and I want to start doing so before I get too old.

I have this feeling of wanting to discover new things and new places. I dont know if its a stage I am going through or If I am ultimately trying to find myself.

I like having my house out of the city. Its so quiet at night and I can ride a horse out here if I choose to. I would totally rock the equestrian apparel I see on some of these horse trainers and riders.

I haven’t rode a horse since I was little and I would love to take horse riding lessons so I can ride a horse for a long time and check out the Horse riding trails we have out here. If we had a bigger house with a couple of acres I would have a barn with animals and of course a horse too.

What kind of animals would you want if you had a barn ? Do you like to ride horses ?

hubby left early this moring to go to work like he ususally does. For some reason I gave him his kiss goodby and usually I go right back to sleep till its time for me to wake up and get myself and the kids ready for school. Well today was different because instead of drifting right back to sleep I prayed instead for hubby to be safe on the way to work. I proceeded to go back to sleep till I was woken up about an hour later from the cellphone ringing.

It was hubby asking me what the number to the roadside assistance was. I asked what was the matter and he tells me he has a flat tire. I of course panic but calm down after he tells me he is ok and he calls the roadside assistance people. Oh my god is all I can say when he text messages me a picture of the tire that got taken off. It didnt have a nail on it it had a huge hole in the tire. I have no Idea how he made it so far with the tire in the condition it was in.

All I know was that my prayers were answered and my hubby was ok. I dont know what made me pray this morning but I am glad I did and I am glad that the higher beings are listening to me. I dont know how I could live my life without my hubby.

With my twins getting bigger everyday a sort of sadness starts coming in beign that they are the last of my babies. Pretty soon they wont be babies anymore. They have started to outgrow alot of their stuff. Luckly I have a box where I keep their first outfit. I also am saving the personalized baby gifts they got. I love all things personalized and especially baby stuff. I think they look so cute with them wearing items that have their name on it.

I cannot believe that in less than 5 months my babies will be a year old !! Geez where does the time go ? I need to start taking more pictures so I can remember them when they were babies.

One of my dreams as a young kid was to become a photographer. I love to take pictures but I hardly have time to really go anywhere and take some. I remember seeing my first digital camera it was a Canon camera and right then and there I fell in love.

I had decided to become a photographer and I told myself as soon as I have some money I am going to get that canon camera or any nice digital camera and become an awesome photographer but then I started having my babies and out went my dreams of taking pictures.

I still have a love for photography and I will get back to that dream of taking pictures. Even if it takes me a while to get back to it or even if it becomes a hobbie I will be taking more pictures.

I have always wanted to travel around the countries and someday I hope we buy a motorhome and get to do just that. I havent been to many places and I would like to get to see other states. One thing I would get soon after buying a motorhome would be motorhome insurance. If I am going to be traveling all over the place insurance is important.

One place I know I wont be able to get to is Hawaii but I plan to fly over there someday. I am just waiting for the perfect deal to go over there. It would be like the honeymoon that we really never got to have. We might also take the kids and make it a family vacation instead and the honeymon might have to wait. Regardless I will get my butt to Hawaii someday you just wait and see.