I keep wondering

I keep wondering if I should make an appointment with the doctor and discuss some of the feelings I have been feeling and dealing with. I do not want to keep feeling the way I have been lately. I don’t want to go back to the dark place I was before. I wish I had family or friends that lived close to me that I could really open up to. I don’t have any close family members and I really don’t have that many close friends.

My best friend lives an hour and a half away from me and I do not know how to drive the freeway so I cant even go visit her. I hate depending on other people and I hate having to beg just to be taken to where I want to go. I keep telling myself that I am going to learn how to drive the freeway but I keep letting fear get the best of me. I wish I was as strong as some of the ladies I see on the internet. I wish I had the guts to just stand on my own two feet.


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