How do I make it all go away ?

I feel so alone and so lost in this world. I feel like I don’t have anyone to count on. The people who should love me unconditionally don’t. I am not a very demanding person. I do not require much. All I have ever wanted is to be loved and accepted. I want to matter to someone. One of the cruelest things I was told was ” I am used to you” not I am with you because I love you or I want to be with you but because ” I am used to you” those words cut me to the core.

I often wonder what did I do wrong in a past life to be treated the way I am treated. Why is it okay for others to think they can walk all over me? I would do anything for anyone if it was in my power to do so. I love completely and give my love without conditions, why don’t I deserve the same thing ? How do I stop the hurt and pain ?


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Not to sound like every other person in the world right now, but I do know how you feel. More than anything, I just want someone to really count on, that I can truly go to if I ever need anything. I don’t ask for much… I don’t even ask for anything at all but a shoulder to cry on or an ear to listen – but people want so much in return that I feel it’s hard to count on anyone, you know?

It’s never okay for anyone to walk all over you – no matter what you’ve done in the past or even in a past life – that shouldn’t matter to who and how you are in the now. You definitely deserve the same respect and love in return that you give out to others, I wish I knew why people did this to the nicest people because it’s truly unfair.

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