Sometimes I wonder what I want to do with my life. Right now I am a mom and I love being a stay at home mom but I want to be able to say that I have a life other than my hubby and kids. I have thought about opening my own online store but I often worry about how I would get media attention for it. In this day and age social media is very important.

I have thought about using triangle direct media or some service similar to that to promote my website but I just dont know how much the cost would be to get some help like that. I would also need to find out more about being self employed and how that would work when it came time for taxes.

I feel confused on what exactly it is that I want to do. All I know is that my children are growing up fast and I need to find something to do once they are all in school.

I would love to get my boobs done. I have become so self consious about them ever since I breastfed my children. I worry about getting a blotch job though. I have heard so many scary stories from people who come out with a bad job that if I decided to get it one I would want to get a medical malpractice insurance quote just to make sure I am covered in case something goes wrong.

I dont know if I am being to vain but I feel that feeling good about myself is a big thing and if breast augmentation would make me feel better than it should be something I could save money for and get it done.Would you go and get your breasts done if you could afford it?

My cordless phone keeps dying.I used to just go out and buy a new cordless phone but my husband said instead of you keep buying cordless phones why dont you just buy the battery?I never thought about buying portable phone batteries.That right there proves that although I am smart I dont always think smartly.

I now order just the batteries and keep all my favorite house phones instead of replacing them every year like I was doing.I always thought it was the phones that were made cheaply and never once considered that the phone batteries are going to die eventually. What a genius I have been all these years.

It’s amazing what you learn when you talk to people around town. I found out that a few years ago the town we currently live in was basically a town where people came to retire. I guess the town was Retirement communities all around and it wasn’t til a few years ago when younger people decided to move into the town.

We live in the new housing community and my kids love it. They like the new housing and how nice and clean it looks. I still have to adjust to living more in a country setting than a city setting but it is growing on me. I can see why folks like to retire here since it is quite peaceful and you can see the stars cloear at night and the people are nice and sweet most of the time.

I wonder if we will grow old and retire in this town too?

I am hopefully going to go to a L.A Kings hovkey game tonight. I just love hockey. I dont know know how I got into it but I did. I have a little bit of a sore throat but that is not going to stop me from going to the game tonight. It hurts when I swallow my spit. I really hope I dont end up with strep throat or swollen tonsils.

I had to go out of town with the hubby and I am trying to get as much time as I can using the computer and getting some work done. I really hope I am able to meet my deadlines. This cold and rain has also been bothering my back. Thank god for the few painkillers I have. I need to request my refill and I hope when I go back to the docters they can find another solution other than getting epidural shots again. I really hate getting those epidural shots that only help very little. They hurt like hell and dont take the pain away like it should.

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My hunny has started a new job and has had to buy suits and nice shirts to be looking dapper when he goes and meets new business clients. I told him to get fun cufflinks to go with his nice suits.

I think having nice cufflinks is what makes the whole suit stand out.You cannot have a nice suit and not have any cufflinks to go with it.I also think you have to have a nice tie. One of my favorite gifts to give my husband is nice ties and nice cufflinks.

What is your opinion when it comes to cufflinks and ties?

I am hoping that after income tax comes around I can get one of those nice dslr cameras I have been eyeing for quite awhile. The camera I have right now sucks. I want to take beautiful pictures of my kids before they grow up.

I have missed so many important moments because my stupid camera wants to stop working or freezes at odd moments.I think I am going to spoil myself and buy one or put it in my wishlist for my birthday. What dslr camera do you recommend me?

What kind of gifts do you like to get when you are invited to a party? I like to get personalized gifts because they seem like a very thought out gift. I want a gift that comes from the heart.

I want to think what the person I am giving the gift to means to me. I dont like going and just getting a gift card unless that is what the person really wants. I feel that gifts coming from someone should be something that the person will remember for years to come. What type of gifts do you like to give or recieve?

I decided to get my hair colored. I am not sure if I like my hair so light. I am still trying to get used to my hair color. I am thinking of getting it colored red next. I was just looking for a new change in hair color. I often get bored and one of the first things I change is my hair color or hair style.

I am also going to try and lose more weight this year. I had a minor setback and gained some of the pounds I lost. I will not give up though. I will keep on trying to lose weight.

I have to find some way to keep the kids entertained since they are off for christmas vacation. I have thought about looking for the best downloader there is that will help me download all the videos that I have of the kids throughout the years. I am sure they will love watching home movies of themselves and of us when we were their age.

I also have to find some board games that dont have too many pieces because the twins like to take the little pieces and throw them all around and now we cant fidn the pieces to the board games we have. Other than arts and crafts I am running out of ideas and gifts for the kids. What are you doing to entertain your kids during these holidays?