I always get so sidetracked when it comes to plans I make with my life. I want to do soo many things but I dont follow through and that is what upsets me more. I can be such a scatterbrain sometimes. I know I want to have a career or something to do when my twins start school.

I have thought many times that I would like to be a medical assistant or medical biller. I would love wearing nursing uniforms to go to work everyday. I have seen some cute uniforms and I know if I dedicated myself to going to school I could be a good medical biller or medical assistant.

I wish they offered financial aid for the classes I want to take in my small town.

I dont know what is going on with me. I have been feeling soo tired and listless lately. I have gained back the weight I lost and I am sure the extra heavyness of my body is playing a big part on why I dont feel like walking or excercising. I want to join a gym or just get back into the routine of working out but it is so hard to start back from scratch.

I wish I had a friend that would walk with me and help me excercise. I know if I had a partner that was walking with me and talking to me I would be more motivated. I guess I just have to muster up my own strength and determination and start back on the road I was before and take it a pound at a time.

My husband keeps talking about starting his own business. I think it is a great Idea to eventually do but right now is not the right time. The economy is not doing good and I am sure he would need a lot of money to start a business up.

I am sure he would need some type of business lawyer such as a raleigh business lawyer to handle important documentation and any other paperwork if he plans to have a few employees working for the company. I don’t want to be a dream crusher but I am also the one who thinks things through. I have always been the one with the leveled head and I don’t make impulse decisions like has done in a few occasions.

Like I said eventually he can start his own business but right now is not the right time.

Sometimes I wonder what I want to do with my life. Right now I am a mom and I love being a stay at home mom but I want to be able to say that I have a life other than my hubby and kids. I have thought about opening my own online store but I often worry about how I would get media attention for it. In this day and age social media is very important.

I have thought about using triangle direct media or some service similar to that to promote my website but I just dont know how much the cost would be to get some help like that. I would also need to find out more about being self employed and how that would work when it came time for taxes.

I feel confused on what exactly it is that I want to do. All I know is that my children are growing up fast and I need to find something to do once they are all in school.

I would love to get my boobs done. I have become so self consious about them ever since I breastfed my children. I worry about getting a blotch job though. I have heard so many scary stories from people who come out with a bad job that if I decided to get it one I would want to get a medical malpractice insurance quote just to make sure I am covered in case something goes wrong.

I dont know if I am being to vain but I feel that feeling good about myself is a big thing and if breast augmentation would make me feel better than it should be something I could save money for and get it done.Would you go and get your breasts done if you could afford it?

My cordless phone keeps dying.I used to just go out and buy a new cordless phone but my husband said instead of you keep buying cordless phones why dont you just buy the battery?I never thought about buying portable phone batteries.That right there proves that although I am smart I dont always think smartly.

I now order just the batteries and keep all my favorite house phones instead of replacing them every year like I was doing.I always thought it was the phones that were made cheaply and never once considered that the phone batteries are going to die eventually. What a genius I have been all these years.

It’s amazing what you learn when you talk to people around town. I found out that a few years ago the town we currently live in was basically a town where people came to retire. I guess the town was Retirement communities all around and it wasn’t til a few years ago when younger people decided to move into the town.

We live in the new housing community and my kids love it. They like the new housing and how nice and clean it looks. I still have to adjust to living more in a country setting than a city setting but it is growing on me. I can see why folks like to retire here since it is quite peaceful and you can see the stars cloear at night and the people are nice and sweet most of the time.

I wonder if we will grow old and retire in this town too?

I am hopefully going to go to a L.A Kings hovkey game tonight. I just love hockey. I dont know know how I got into it but I did. I have a little bit of a sore throat but that is not going to stop me from going to the game tonight. It hurts when I swallow my spit. I really hope I dont end up with strep throat or swollen tonsils.

I had to go out of town with the hubby and I am trying to get as much time as I can using the computer and getting some work done. I really hope I am able to meet my deadlines. This cold and rain has also been bothering my back. Thank god for the few painkillers I have. I need to request my refill and I hope when I go back to the docters they can find another solution other than getting epidural shots again. I really hate getting those epidural shots that only help very little. They hurt like hell and dont take the pain away like it should.

I need to

My hunny has started a new job and has had to buy suits and nice shirts to be looking dapper when he goes and meets new business clients. I told him to get fun cufflinks to go with his nice suits.

I think having nice cufflinks is what makes the whole suit stand out.You cannot have a nice suit and not have any cufflinks to go with it.I also think you have to have a nice tie. One of my favorite gifts to give my husband is nice ties and nice cufflinks.

What is your opinion when it comes to cufflinks and ties?

I am hoping that after income tax comes around I can get one of those nice dslr cameras I have been eyeing for quite awhile. The camera I have right now sucks. I want to take beautiful pictures of my kids before they grow up.

I have missed so many important moments because my stupid camera wants to stop working or freezes at odd moments.I think I am going to spoil myself and buy one or put it in my wishlist for my birthday. What dslr camera do you recommend me?