I still feel a little achy and just felt lazy but we still got alot of things done. We went food shopping tonight so we dont have to go after the kids soccer games and be all tired. I still need to go to target or walmart for some toilet paper but other than that we are pretty much done with the household shopping.
I am trying to relax and go to bed but I can’t seem to fall asleep. Maybe if I read a book I will be able to doze off.
I am going to try and take some more pictures of the kids playing their soccer games. Hopefully the weather cooperates and it doesn’t rain.
I hope I am 100 percent better when we go to disneyland. I dont want to be all stuffy and general sick feeling while walking all day long at the amusement park.

I hope I am not getting sick again. I feel all achy and my back pain has been acting up again. I hope it all goes away as we are sopposed to go and have a little mini vacation ,since the girls will be off of school for two weeks. We aren’t going anywhere fancy or nice such as the Outer Banks we are just taking them to disneyland since we have passes. We might go to Medieval times too which I am sure the boys will love.
So I really really hope that I am not getting sick as that will really mess up our plans.

I can’t believe that the holidays are around the corner. This year is flying by. I better start getting a move on the holiday shopping .

I can’t believe the estimates I am getting to fix the scratches on the van. the lowest estimate I have gotten is 1000.00 . This cannot be happening to me . I should find out if the Apartment complex can be held liable or something. I am certainly not a happy camper right now.

Oh my gosh I am so f^**ing pissed right now. I have been taking such good care of the van since we bought it brand new. I have babied it so much and yesterday when I went to throw out the trash on the passengers side I saw a bunch of scratches on the car. It looks like some little kid took a rock or something and made abunch of scratches. This is one of the reasons why I wish we had a garage to keep our car in or at least some kind of car cover. I dont even want to think how much it will cost to paint the car.
It always seems that when things are going good something has to go wrong by law of nature or something. guess I have to go and call and get quotes.This just gripes my goat.

I have my Driver’s permit but haven’t practiced much. I just cant seem to find someone who will practice with me.
I have looked into getting behind the wheel training but the packets are way to expensive for me.
I just wished I had the courage to get into the car and not be so fearful. I cant let my fears control me but that is exactly what I am doing.
My hubby always jokes around and tells me “well you can always buy one of the used Harleys they have advertised on our daily paper, it’s like riding a bike but a little bigger” but what would he know I dont think he has ever rode one and wht makes him think I can ride a motorcycle when I cant drive!!
I know he is joking but it’s not funny. I really want to learn how to drive and I need to do it sooner than later. SO I am going to tell myself here LEARN HOW TO DRIVE DEBBIE maybe saying it a few times a day it will engrave itself into my thoughts and I will do it .

We are thinking about vacationing next week since the girls are getting out of school for two weeks.
I have been checking out hotels and I am amazed by the commodities they provide. Not only do they look out for their clients but they also look out for their clients pets. I have seen a few luxury hotels that provide pet beds for their clients. I think that is so awesome.
While we dont have pets right now the kids do want to have some and when we get a house I think we will be buying them one. So it is nice to know that if we travel we can bring our pet along with us.
to me once you buy a pet it because a family member too who should be included in all the activites the family has. I am glad alot of companies are seeing that a pet is part of the family too.

I have often sat here and thought about what I wanted to do with my life. I enjoy being a mom and I dont think I really thought about a career, although I do want a hobby. But the whole thing about what do I want to be in life hasn’t really set in because I am satisfied just being a wife and a mother. Is that so bad?
Some people dont think their lives have purpose if they dont have a career or are someone important, but to me being a mother is important because I am raising someone and that is not a easy task. I am giving that little person the tools in life to become someone important.
I might not have a career but I do have an important job that no money in the world could ever be worth it and that is to raise my children in a loving enviornmment and a place where they feel safe to be who they want to be. I am on call 24/7 and with little benefits but the biggest rewards are the many I Love You’s that I get and the smiles and hugs that make it all worth it.
So I might not have a career but I got the best Job in the world

I have noticed how much my whole state of mind and being has changed since I try not to worry so much. I have organized our bills better and the things that are out of my hand I try not to worry about.
The one major thing about me not worrying is that I am not breaking out so much. It got really bad a few months ago so bad that that I was thinking of getting acne treatments . But my pimples have all but disappeared. I knew they were stress related. Because I started breaking out the most when I was having a hard time with bills and such.
SO I am going to take it easy for the most part and make charts of what needs to be done. IF it cant be done today the next day will be just fine. I am not going to stress my self out again.

Since we had to do the soccer pictures today I didn’t have a chance to do a garage sale with my sister-in law and sale the baby clothes that baby David has outgrown.
I really need to do something with them because I am running out of closet space. The holidays are coming and they always get clothes from family members so some of it is going to have to go.
Maybe I can have an online sle or post some on ebay. Hmm just a thought but something I can consider if I can’t have garage sale

Oh man what a week this has been. Ashley got hurt yesterday during her soccer game. She is doing better today.They have their soccer pictures to take today and then we have to take my father in law back home. Days like these exhaust me to no end. days like these make me want a nice vacation where I can relax but I never really relax. I would love nothing more than a nice cup of cold Iced tea and a book to read.